I am not wanted in my family except for my money so i have officially been kicked out. I am now at a mates writing this post...
I have officially screwed up my life. Me and one of my best mates had a thing going on today. I felt so wrong it was awkward kissing one of the few people i could trust and for some reason i couldn't stop myself. I lost all control of my body and just froze in place, but yet i had the ability to still feel his warmth. *Shivers*. Am i turning into someone i always never wanted to be?
Grr he drives me insane that kid, seriously LIVE YOUR OWN LIFE!!! You don't just up and quite work 1min and a half BEFORE your shift. How fucking dumb can you get? And seriously your excuse is because you never spend time with your girlfriend? DUMP HER! she clings to you so you don't have the littlest bit of times for your friends? Are they not important to you anymore? Honestly you need to have a good hard think about this.
My head is spinning, my heart is pounding. I'm unsure of life itself these days. My friends tell stories and keep secrets from me. School is over bored and i'm going insane. Family never understands what my needs are and work is the BEST!
I don't know when i will post again, but hopefully things become clearer in that time.
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